I admit, I write this with five sites open, from my glass house. But I feel it. When I’ve spent too much time online and not playing fetch with my dog or getting outside I miss fresh air. My chest gets that cobwebby feeling and my legs cramp up after I’ve spent too much cross-legged time at my desk.
I’ve written about this before, but an overabundance of time online can also complicate things in regards to comparing with others, planting unrealistic impressions, and creating a false sense of security.
The Glorification of Busy
Yep, this is me again. Writing and watching as the words appear behind my glass computer screen. There’s something to be said for unencumbered simplicity. Let’s get back there. Let’s find it again. Even if it means having to get creative with carpools and letting the laundry go another day. (However, one of my favorite Pinterest pins says, ‘Laundry today or Naked tomorrow.’)
Processing Something to Death
I’m a processor. Don’t believe me? I used to call the woman I coached soccer with to discuss how our recreational soccer games went. Believe me now?
But I’m not really referring to kid soccer games here. I’m talking about a deep hurt or a bitterness that you stroke again and again, thinking it’s helping you sort it out and get over it. When really, it’s not. It’s just a way for you to remember the hurt. To massage it as a validation the scar went deep and you are entitled to your pain. You are entitled to your pain. So feel it and get through it. Don’t fall into the trap of mistaking processing for coddling.
Refusing to Admit When You’re Stuck
Eh hem. Me again. Writing from the pit. Got a hand?
The only reason I can speak to any of these points is because I’ve lived them or I’m still living them. And I’ve encountered firsthand evidence of the damage they cause. This one gets tricky because we can be really skilled at calling stuck something other than what it is. I’m “granting grace” or I’m getting older and no one expects as much from me as they used to. How about just plain being unwilling to try something new or getting a little too comfortable with your pit surroundings.
Being stuck is not a crime. Once we acknowledge that we’re having difficulty moving, we’re a lot more likely to seek out the reasons why. And then maybe we’ll even do something about it.
Mistaking Impulsiveness for Calculated Risks
I’m a risk taker so I’m quite familiar with this one. It comes down to discerning whether I’m basing my decision on feelings, experience, or something else. One of the best ways you can tell if you’re simply being impulsive is when you’re unwilling or hesitant to consider the potential consequences that could result from your dive. This is exceedingly important when you look down and discover there’s no water in the pool.
I like to pass on what I’ve learned and what I’m learning. Hope these thoughts help you today as they’ve helped me.
Can you think of any other ways we might be hurting ourselves without knowing it?
Lately, I've been spending too much time online. I can feel when it's too much. Yesterday I went to the zoo and took tons of pictures. Just what I needed!! I'm with you, Wendy!ReplyDelete
I loved your lion picture, Jill. My dad used to say getting outside clears out the cobwebs. ;-)Delete
Great post! I can totally relate.ReplyDelete
I had a hunch I wasn't alone. Thanks for commenting.Delete
I am either at my computer or writing on my NEO. I identify with what you say. I do get out and do visitiation with my visitation partner. I plan on going to sessions of a retreat-simulcast the first weekend of next month. Our drama ministry at church may be starting up again. I try to observe the "Cyber Sabbath" each weekend. Hubby has a birthday next week. I will try to stay off of here, then,ReplyDelete
Happy early birthday to your husband and I love to rest on the weekends. Unplug...ah, just the sound of it.Delete
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